don't even know what im doing with my life

everyone is sad they can't get to their exchange places while im confused i din even get one

everyone wants to change their roles as ogl's or wadeva when i din even get selected

everyone is talking about their own businesses when i don't even have a clue

everyone is going for all the damn outings when im held out with shit at hall

studies catching up with me again despite starting 1 month early

sorry im too lousy to be in any of your leagues...

i really really really really feel like buying a pack of ciggs and just kill myself slowly

im fucking jaded with my life i really dread waking up sometimes...

dear God please help me if you will... im just drained and i have no clue whats my purpose in life...